Vulnerable

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside
and your slowly shaking finger tips show
that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible
I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see
and your slowly shaking finger tips show
that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible
slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more
you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything
I promise I can be what you need
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

Between the lines... again!

I have been put into so many situations where someone has not loved me as much as I loved them, they always end up leaving me behind, it's never my choice, but I have recently been faced with a difficult decision, and it's one I have to choose, to stay or to go... This guy is so great and there for me, but part of him is not ready to let go of what he no longer has, or can't have... Now here's my delemna... Stay and wait for him, with the chance of never succeeding, or leave, with the chance of missing out on something amazing... and for the first time it's up to me! I can be the one to say it's not worth it, the one to run away and leave him behind, but the question is... Do I want that... here are some lyrics that I found that describe my situtaion... kinda? haha

Between the lines~
Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way
Cause I can't continue pretending to choose
The opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters, if at all
No rigth minds could wrong me this many times
My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to detail
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn I'd heard him say it ten thousand times
If only I had been listening
Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines
I thought I was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
And stand in the center of it all
Too late two choices to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So I've learned to listen through the silence
Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me I'm almost ready
When he meant let go
Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me
Always be
Between the lines

I won't re-break the seal!!

I got a message just the other day sayin we should try again, but in a different way. You said you missed the way I made you laugh or talked you to sleep, my lullabies of words that really made ya weak. I can’t bear this cross anymore I’ve carried this burden too long I can’t fall in love with you after what I’ve been through.

When I feel like I have reached my peak and I’m finally free, you pull me down the mountain sayin “come back to me” well I’ve spent too much of the precious time healing all my wounds and I won’t let you re-break the seal. I can’t bear this cross anymore and I’m sorry I want to be happy I can’t fall in love with you after what I’ve been through, when the pain finally get’s to you maybe you’ll feel how I do.

You will never know the pain I’ve felt but I’ll still let you have a taste and now that I’ve broken the chains I can live I can love I can die, I can’t fall in love with you after what I’ve been through when the pain finally get’s to you maybe you’ll feel like I do

And now that these chains can no longer restrict me I can live I can love in peace and now that I’ve lifted you off of my shoulders I can fall in love and die in peace.

I can’t fall in love… I can’t fall in love… I can’t fall in love with you.